goooooooooooooooooood sunday morning, trying to figure out what me and the fam are doing, i see gattis in the picture. be a good day to stop by me mahs, i'd like to have a bigger budget. DAMN YOU L! ;) last night i watched 21 jump street, pretty frikin funny. jonah hill got puked on again, (never gets old). i know blockbuster sucked and i rarely went there, but it sure would be convenient now. the closest movie store is like 15 miles away. NOT HAPPENING! SOON AS THAT BABY WAKES UP IM OUT! SO IM OUT!!

a saturday alone. it all sounded great until it happened. i realized my video games suck, and i woke up this morning with the worst headache of my life. i couldn't open my right eye for the 1st hour i was awake. went to acadamy and picked up a swing for L that i am not smart enough to figure out, also got a couple of shirts. the more that i write this tonight the more i am boring the shit out of myself. The candlepark stars put out a new album today and it's pretty amazing. goodmotherfuckingnight.

It's been a few since my last post. i've been to chicago, iowa, and all around texas since then. it's not that i haven't had the time, i just don't have shit to write about. Little L is about to be 9 months in about a week. i was looking at her newborn pics and i got a little watery in the eye region. she's really been incredible and i can't believe how big and smart she is. The trip was good, not even a month ago, it seems so long ago its hard to remember. (my fat fingers are fucking with me really bad right now). I will say that the Chicago PD are a bunch of FUCKHEADS. Not that i had a run in or anything, they are just FUCKHEADS. I did go to a bar in chitown 2 nights in a row sporting my Packers hat. Work just sucks more and more everyday and I am now content knowing I need a job for now, and hopefully in 3-4 more years i can switch everyyhing over to my personal business. The transition just really sucks. I also ate way to much fucking brisket yesterday on the 4th. If I don't write again before the 10th, which i probobly won't. I'd like to wish my dad a happy birthday. I think he would have really loved to see his little grand daughter L.

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petty petty petty... wounds will heal... it feels like i am pulling bricks with these heavy chains. i don't know what this burden i carry is, but i know that it sux. my heart is feeling heavier and heavier these days, and im honestly not sure why.
i'm sure that this will pass, it always does. night me.