You can say what you want you're forgiven

over a month sober which is a new record probably dating back to before i had a drivers license. i must say have a taken a new addiction in sodas. waialua root beer is a fantastic Hawaiian cane sugar root beer, virgils is also pretty awesome. i bought my 2nd i-pod touch today and returned my 2nd i-pod touch today. every time i spend 350 bucks on one of these things i regret it immediately. i have yet to have left the parking lot when i puss out and give it to my wife to return for me. i mean my damn i-pod classic just won't die. "completely". screens fucked, shuts off at random times. but fuck, it's kind of like your first car. i had 4-5 mp3 player before this one, but i have had this one for 3+ years. in case you can't tell, i am a pretty big music buff. and don't recommend something if you think i will like it because i wont. have you ever listened to modest mouse from the 90's ? pretty fucking incredible. i have an old school book called property management staring me in the face nightly. real estate is my one passion, and it's the scariest thing to get into. i mean I'm working 65 hour work weeks right now, and that's monday-friday. yes that's a little over 54% of my day spent in this fucking machine, but i do it for fear of failing in the world of real estate. i went to college for real estate and probably know more about it from every aspect then most brokers. but don't forget the one thing that's holding me back is that im a GIANT PUSSY! we can predict the weather, we can walk on the moon, i can communicate with someone in taiwan, we can build a phone that can show me where to grow some nutts, but we can't see a fucking earthquake before it arrives. that's fucking fucked up priorities.



have i told ya have i told ya that you can really get it on?

modest mouse
bankrupt on selling
well all the apostles-they're sitting in swings saying
"i'd sell off my savior for a set of new rings
and some sandles with the style of straps that cling best to the era
so all of the businessers in their unlimitedhell
where they buy and they sell and they sell all their trash to each other
but they're sick of it all
and they're bankrupt on selling
and all of the angels
they'd sell off yer soul for a set of new wings
and anything gold
they remember the people they loved
their old friends i've seen through'em all seen through'em all and seen through most everything
all the people you knew were the actorsall the people you knew were the actorswell, i'll go to college and i'll learn some big words
and i'll talk real loud
goddamn right i'll be heard
you'll remember all the guys that said all those big words
he must've learned in college
and it took a long time
i came clean with myself
i come clean out of love with my lover
i still love her
loved her more when she used to be sober and i was kinder